Welcome to day 10 in the A to Z of random reflections. Today, I picked yet another prompt from the 397 jorurnal writing prompts and ideas. It is “joyous” and asks about the last time you felt joy.
Now I for one aim to find joy in little everyday things. However, for a long time, I have been distinctly remembering th elast time I felt genuinely happy. This was in November. Let me share.
We had a “day out” at day activities. We weren’t actually going anywhere, but the money the staff used to organize this special day for us was originally intended to take us on a trip. Since many of my fellow clients are severely intellectually disabled, they wouldn’t benefit more from an actual day out than they would from a special celebratory day at the center, or so the staff reasoned.
In the morning, two female clowns were visiting the center. They visited each group separately, so we didn’t have to all come together. It was a lot of fun. First, one clown called out a fellow client’s name. I chimed in, calling her name in my typical echolalia voice. This got the clown to think I had this client’s name as well, so she came to me. I was allowed to feel her clown shoes and hat and we also danced a little.
After the clowns left, a local snack bar sent a vendor with French fries and all sorts of snacks. I attend a group for severely intellectually disabled people, so for my fellow clients and initially for me too, the staff was deciding which snack we would eat. I asked to visit the industrial group (for more capable people). As it turned out, we were allowed to get as many snacks as we wanted, so I had some fellow clients from the industrial group help me to the vendor. I didn’t binge, but I definitely ate more than would’ve been healthfully responsible. Then again, we only get this type of event once in at least a year.
What was the last time you felt genuinely happy?