I found this interesting meme for invisible illness week, so here goes.
1. The illness I live with is: undiagnosed other than mental illness (borderline personality disorder).
2. I was diagnosed with it in the year: not diagnosed for my physical symptoms. Diagnosed with BPD in 2013.
3. But I had symptoms since: 2007.
4. The biggest adjustment I’ve had to make is: taking meds everyday.
5. Most people assume: my illness is unreal because it’s not diagnosed.
6. The hardest part about mornings are: waking up tired.
7. My favorite medical TV show is: House.
8. A gadget I couldn’t live without is: my mobile Internet modem.
9. The hardest part about nights are: going to sleep on time, pain.
10. Each day I take __ pills & vitamins. (No comments, please): 6.
11. Regarding alternative treatments I: have not tried them but am open to some.
12. If I had to choose between an invisible illness or visible I would choose: visible.
13. Regarding working and career: I don’t work, have never worked. I was given disability benefits with no problem based on my visible disability which is the least of my disabilities.
14. People would be surprised to know: that I’m in pain even when I don’t show it.
15. The hardest thing to accept about my new reality has been: that I can’t live with my husband.
16. Something I never thought I could do with my illness that I did was: take a university-level course.
17. The commercials about my illness: I’ve never seen/heard any.
18. Something I really miss doing since I was diagnosed is: go for long walks alone.
19. It was really hard to have to give up: my dreams.
20. A new hobby I have taken up since my diagnosis is: crafting.
21. If I could have one day of feeling normal again I would: have a great day with my husband.
22. My illness has taught me: all about stigma.
23. Want to know a secret? One thing people say that gets under my skin is: “It’s just stress.”
24. But I love it when people: genuinely ask how I am.
25. My favorite motto, scripture, quote that gets me through tough times is: “Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved.” – Helen Keller.
26. When someone is diagnosed I’d like to tell them: well I’ve not been diagnosed with anythign yet except for the BPD which I was just diagnosed with, so I’d like to be on the receiving end of some advice first.
27. Something that has surprised me about living with an illness is: how cruel people can be about judging who is really ill and who isn’t.
28. The nicest thing someone did for me when I wasn’t feeling well was: allowing me to whine for a bit.
29. I’m involved with Invisible Illness Week because: I want to teach people about undiagnosed illnesses and mental illness.
30. The fact that you read this list makes me feel: appreciated.